This year is a bad year for me. Everything seems messed up - that is no longer seems to be my life. It is the first time I am so wrong. It is really not my life, man, this is qian. How can I make my life like this? confused. What did I do to make it? fantastic job ha!

But I will be fine. Let's see "who smiles at the end", 退一步海阔天空! I am still young, still have time and wish!

Be strong! you will be fine!

转眼又是好多年。I dont really know if this is a good decision to come here. After 4 years, I still can not really find myself. Who I am? Why I am here?
付出不一定有回报，回报也不一定有付出的多。工作很认真，但是再认真也只是工作。工作<>生活。
我可以每天很快乐，但是快乐是生活的意义么？
需要出去走走，也许，需要再一个变化，让自己更投入的生活。
变化 -> 激情！